I met her when I was studying in Taylor's Canadian Pre-University program. My friend actually introduced me to her. He was like, "Hey Bryan, there's this girl from Sarawak and she's Iban". At that instant, I knew I had to meet her. I saw her for the first time in front of the Computer Science class. First impression, she's nerd and she's quiet. I asked my friend for her name and immediately after that day, I added her on Facebook. I stalked her profile and I was right. She is kind of nerdy and is a very religious person. So then, I introduced myself to her on Facebook and we became friends from then.
I can't exactly remember the first time when I talked to her face to face, but I can surely remember the first time I asked her out to Sunway Pyramid. It was a Saturday. She brought along one of her friends and while we were there, I treat them to KFC. To be honest, I was attracted to her ever since that day. I get to know her more in church since we go to church every Sunday. I would sit next to her and we just shared our stories from high school and from the past. We seldom meet during school day cause we had different schedules, but I would always say hi whenever she passed by. As I get to know her more and more, my feelings for her started growing.
It was not until we made our first cover together that I discovered my true feelings towards her. She was lovely. Her voice and everything caught my attention. After that I was inspired to create my own songs. I came up with my first original, "Closer" which really means that I just want to be closer to you if I were to be in love with you. Then, I created "My Everything", which basically sums up how she really means to me. After I came up with the song, I eventually told her that I love her. But, I was rejected. I was friend-zoned. Despite my efforts, I always knew that she will never love me.
But I didn't give up. We were back in good terms and towards the end of the second semester, we were close again. In fact, this time we were really really close. After the final exams, I would accompany her out for lunch, dinner and sometimes breakfast. I remember bringing her out for breakfast at the mamak stall one morning just to see her. And there is one time when I was on my way home from KLIA with my uncle, she texted me asking me where I wanted to eat lunch. She waited for me to be back home and I accompanied her for lunch that day. These moments, although it may mean nothing to her, means a lot to me. I could recall back how I feel back then while typing all this stuffs out.
I feel like our friendship was inevitably strong towards the end of CPU. We went for medical checkups together, she took pictures with me and my family during our graduation and we built the same schedule for our first year in UBC. I feel like everything is fated. I wasn't planning to go to UBC at first. My first choice was always UofT. But God said otherwise. He sent me here to UBC together with her. You know how everything that happens, happens for a reason? God knows best what He is doing. If He wants me to be with her, then let it be. It will always be my pleasure to be with her and I appreciate all the time God has given me to be with her and to love her. :)